Sidenote: today I also bought laxatives and energy shots so I can focus on losing weight again and when I feel like crashing- I won’t. So hopefully this will keep my body running even with little food after I start to drop. I want my weight to drop. Not my grades. Gotta stay focused.

Im glad im staying up late doing homework

I cant wait till everybody falls asleep

So I can binge and purge

Ive been dying all day Im so hungry

But its okay itll all be worth it soon

I just wish the box of Little Bites that’s 10 ft away from me would disappear

Maybe I wont binge

Ill just move the box


Thank you mother. Your snarky comments are part of the reason why I have such a severe eating disorder. That shit’s not necessary fuck off.