Sidenote: today I also bought laxatives and energy shots so I can focus on losing weight again and when I feel like crashing- I won’t. So hopefully this will keep my body running even with little food after I start to drop. I want my weight to drop. Not my grades. Gotta stay focused.
Im glad im staying up late doing homework
I cant wait till everybody falls asleep
So I can binge and purge
Ive been dying all day Im so hungry
But its okay itll all be worth it soon
I just wish the box of Little Bites that’s 10 ft away from me would disappear
Maybe I wont binge
Ill just move the box
Thank you mother. Your snarky comments are part of the reason why I have such a severe eating disorder. That shit’s not necessary fuck off.